I am currently going through the recruitment process for trainee train driver and I have been invited to an assessment center where I'll have to sit the MMI interview. I applied to the same train company a few years ago and got to this stage but ultimately failed the MMI interview. I don't want to go into the details of what happened but I found it a horrible and humiliating experience. Now I am facing the interview a second time knowing that if I mess up this time then I can never apply to be a train driver again. I had my stage one assessment at the same place a few months ago so I know that the person who did my MMI interview last time is still working there. However I don't want to face them again because I got the impression they had taken a dislike to me as a person and wanted me to fail, I know the MMI interview is supposed to be tough and probing and puts you under pressure but this was something else entirely. From what I have seen there are only three different staff running the assessment center sessions so there's quite a high chance I'll get that same interviewer again.
I know before they start the assessments they give you a chance to speak to the person in charge privately to let them know of any issues or adjustments you need. Luckily the person in charge isn't the person who did my interview last time. My question is do you think I should ask for a different interviewer this time round or would it be counted against me? If so should I tell them its for personal reasons or explain how badly the interview went last time? I feel like I'm a bit better prepared this time but the thought of going through the same thing again, failing and never having another chance to get a train driver job is making me feel physically ill.
I know before they start the assessments they give you a chance to speak to the person in charge privately to let them know of any issues or adjustments you need. Luckily the person in charge isn't the person who did my interview last time. My question is do you think I should ask for a different interviewer this time round or would it be counted against me? If so should I tell them its for personal reasons or explain how badly the interview went last time? I feel like I'm a bit better prepared this time but the thought of going through the same thing again, failing and never having another chance to get a train driver job is making me feel physically ill.