More like actively harmful. I note the post has been deleted but the OP mentioned the cash they had was spread across 14 pockets with ripped linings meaning realistically it could have been anywhere. No bank card and cash spread all across their belongings/bags and having to swap a Galaxy bar for a pound coin is hardly common behaviour for someone looking to pay their fare.
she noticed my chocolate bar upon getting in the train at truro and said she'd love some chocolate when i stood to speak to the guatd as he walked towards us at truri station before departing, she commenced the transaction not I by offering a quid to satisfy uer hunger. But it is irrelevant.
The cash was upon my person. Given the anxiety and panic attack I was under at losing my card, aggravated by ptsd my mental ability to coordinate my search was not as a normal person may do. I'm afraid we are not all of good mental health or physical health. I would love to plan properly, talk properly, behave properly , but my brain doesn't work like that. And the medication doesn't always help as the side effects often appear dazed.
There is too little training in mental health issues and people are always quick to judge actions based on their own lives rather than Steppng into the shoes of the person to view through their eyes.
I felt under attack by two staff at the side of my seat watching me go through my belongings as I panicked about losing my card and the atached anxiety. I then searched for money for them all this after asking for a ticket and how much and stating that I needed to go further.
It may seem something must people would be at ease with but to me in that moment, it was a highly disconcerting experience. Scared, panic, clumsiness(dyspraxia) frightened,, fear. Two staff intently watching. A lost card. Crisis.
I previously wrote mental health in a post and how disorganised I am. It seeks to have slipped by. Money to me as in cash Is unimpotant. It goes in a pocket, a bag, lining of my coat wherever, so I've always got a bit of change on me. Wallet, don't have one, keep losing them as I'm a klutz. Change purse, same issue.
My travel cards, disabled passes and now my bank card are kept round my neck in a card holder as so frightened of something like this happening again.
Deleted posts on advice as informed these are read by rail companies.