Indeed. This big picture is getting utterly lost.
I'm a very positive person, and I've been getting through this year knowing it will be over soon. But last week's announcement has hit that for six, and I'm feeling really drained about it all now. I know a couple of people who got COVID, but they are absolutely fine, and only had 1-2 miserable days (but we all have with various bugs in the past). But I know many more people who have lost jobs (three this week alone), others are really suffering with mental health and loneliness, and yet another person (a former colleague) who was recently diagnosed with terminal cancer in her 40s, despite suffering symptoms all year but only getting checked properly in late summer due to delays getting appointments. It would probably have been treatable had she been seen earlier in the year.
I'm really lucky in that I have my health, a stable job that I can work from home with, and I live with my other half, so I don't want to complain too much. My issues are very 'First World Problems' - just little things like now having secret chats with certain groups of only 6 people so we can meet up without offending others we would normally be with, or not just being able to eat out spontaneously, or constantly having travel plans cancelled this year, or even worrying I can't see my parents in Scotland this Christmas (normally I will be booking it by now). And seeing so many people I care about in not a great place, all because of something that I just can't justify in my mind makes all this necessary. It is really really draining. It was justified in April when we didn't know what we were dealing with, but surely the statistics show now that this infringement on our daily lives is really not necessary?