I hope that you get it. Because I'm feeling exactly as you said. I worked as CSA on Sao Paulo Underground for 5 years. I don't get the waiting too.I' not gonna lie but if I dont get this job I'll be gutted, I dont think I've wanted a job more than this.
The part I dont get is why they'd make you wait that long.
I'm no longer as confident as I was before.