I can understand that other people, particularly those in a high-risk group, may have an entireley different intrepretation, but at least that's the only interpretation I can use and stay sane. I have not had a face to face conversation with another human being, or seen anything other than the street to the nearest supermarket, and the nearest park, since the lockdown began. If this is going to be life for the next 2 years, or perhaps forever, it's not a life I want to live.
I had my first face to face conversation (2m separation but still technically illegal I suppose!) outside of my household for 4 weeks a few days ago, it was a strange feeling, and in my opinion that in itself is a sign of the damage this has already done to our society. And I feel much the same way about your last sentence!