So by the sounds of it, Guilty is looking like the only outcome. I'm writing one final letter explaining everything again, and including my written witness statements. I'm also writing this "It is at this point that I thought Mr. Harper would have understood my decision given my circumstances, and only charged me for the fare of Cheltenham to Bristol. This was my mistake, and I assure you it is the most regrettable mistake I have ever made in my life. I understand the reason for CrossCountrys decision to prosecute based on the charge in question, and the loss they would have had from the journey I took. But I too am at loss for the journey which I unintentionally took, or will be. But court action will not benefit either of us. I have offered to pay the full fare due immediately after the incident and the days which followed, and have offered to pay the fare, even double, plus administrative costs and any costs which has been used for court thus far.
But what else will CrossCountry gain from this besides a customer that will never fall asleep on a train again which they have already gained from this so far. But what more can be gained? A customer who probably will be reluctant to travel on trains again through fear of this whole process, who is on the verge of a successful career as a teacher, and has a partner who lives in the U.S. all of which a criminal record would affect greatly, plus the amount of money which has already been offered by means of an out of court settlement.
All I want is to get this put behind me, to pay whatever it takes to whoever it must go to, without the risk of a criminal record. I guess what I am saying here is, basically, that this mistake of mine, would ruin my life. It really would. And all the things that I have done, the years of studies to get to this point would have been all for nothing. I beg of you, to put this forward to CrossCountry. The ball is in theirs or your court. The payment for this would be within band 2/3 correct? Play with it. As it stands, if I plead guilty, I will owe £237.80, or somewhere along those lines. But I will also receive a criminal record, which I most definitely cannot risk for my career, and relationship. Add on whatever costs you like to this within the band and I will pay it, immediately, in full. That is my pledge to you, along with the promise that this will never happen again. Other than what I have already said, I do not know what more I can say, but to request, beg even, for an alternative disposal of the offence. I am sorry, I really am, and I wish you could see this. I ask that you do settle the case out of court and that we can reach an agreeable fee, which is your choice I will pay whatever it is."